EXPOSED: I’ve quit on myself too many times to count

Last night, as I had just finished stuffing my face with every non-healthy food item I could find in my kitchen, I started listing my tomorrow commitments to myself. "You'll work out for the next 4 weeks like your life depends on it. You are to go hard or go home" "You'll run instead of [...]

EXPOSED: I let disappointment settle in and tell me ‘I wasn’t good enough’

I always seem to think patience is my strong suit until it's not. And currently, it's not. As of yesterday, I feel patience is for the birds. And just like all other times I have thrown my patience out the window, it came down to being disappointed. It's funny how just last Friday, during my [...]

EXPOSED: I traded in my hooker boots for a pair of white converses

I just got back from an AA meeting tonight. It was a special one, one where I got to acknowledge a special person in my life for their ability to stay sober over the last 32 years, in order to be able to show me the way when it was my turn. The topic tonight [...]