addiction, alcoholism, drugs and alcohol, experiences, fears, insecurities, judgement, secrets

EXPOSED (Special Edition): Hi, my name is Becca and I’m an alcoholic and addict

Welp, cat is out of the bag now I'd say 🙂 Up until now I have yet to air my laundry regarding my addiction to drugs and alcohol. It usually just never fits nicely into a conversation. I prefer to not broadcast it as there is a stigma that comes with addiction in society. We… Continue reading EXPOSED (Special Edition): Hi, my name is Becca and I’m an alcoholic and addict

avoidance, fears, insecurities, judgement

EXPOSED: It doesn’t matter how many like you, it matters the one who doesn’t

I can count on all my toes and fingers, plus yours, how many times I have said 'I don't care what they think.' It is a common phrase that just slips out of my mouth from time to time. However, it is much more complicated then simply saying 'I don't care' and then not caring.… Continue reading EXPOSED: It doesn’t matter how many like you, it matters the one who doesn’t

avoidance, best version, dreams, fears, insecurities, Power of NOW, time

The Power of NOW

I was notorious for starting everything I wanted to change in my life on Monday's. Monday was the first day of the week in my mind, therefore, it was always the day of change. If I was planning on eating healthy and exercising, Monday was the day I would start. If I wanted to start… Continue reading The Power of NOW

fears, insecurities, judgement, perspective, vulernable

I think the world is out to fuck me!?

The world just may be trying to fuck me! I did just get a new haircut, lost 5 baby weight lbs recently and not to mention got hit on by the Dunkin Donuts cashier this morning. So it may be very likely that the world is trying to hookup with this MILF over here. Personally… Continue reading I think the world is out to fuck me!?

dreams, fears, insecurities, the universe, vulernable

What the FUCK am I doing?

Hell, why not have the word FUCK in my first ever blog post! In all honesty, I have no fucking clue what I am doing- thats what makes it great. I was laying in bed reading my latest book (ha I say that like Ive been an avid reader for years- Im sure I'll touch… Continue reading What the FUCK am I doing?